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Friday, August 31, 2012

Only Breath


Not Christian or Jew or Muslim, not Hindu
Buddhist, sufi, or zen. Not any religion
or cultural system. I am not from the East
or the West, not out of the ocean or up
from the ground, not natural or ethereal, not
composed of elements at all. I do not exist,
am not an entity in this world or in the next,
did not descend from Adam and Eve or any
origin story. My place is placeless, a trace
of the traceless. Neither body or soul.
I belong to the beloved, have seen the two
worlds as one and that one call to and know,
first, last, outer, inner, only that
breath breathing human being.

Tuesday, August 28, 2012

Yoga- an inquiry


A mind, body, spirit approach. What does that even mean anyway?
A "6,000 year old science of healing" is a broad way to begin to cultivate the depth of it. Yoga for me is my passion, my sanity, my serenity, my love, my sweat, and my tears. It's not about everything being pretty, quiet, still and nice- it's about waking up to what's real, what's true-- to what is. My mat is a
place to get very comfortable with the uncomfortable, and dance in that. Where does your mind go when strong and uncomfortable sensations build in your body? Does it have any relation to where your mind drifts during unpleasant times in your life? Can you meet pain, grief, and sadness with the same grace you meet joy and love? Can you dig into your darkness, take a step to the side, look it it the eye, and still like the company you keep? On my mat it's right here, right now. Building strength in my mind and physical body. Using that strength where I need it, and surrendering to what is no longer serving me. Warrior 2 is far much more then how strong your legs, and core are capable to holding you, how strong are your thoughts, and where do they drift? I breathe that into my heart; and that's when my practice really begins. Strength and flexibility are just mere attributes, being authentic in who you are, and lettings that flow; that's the practice I'd like to build upon.
Who showed up my mat today? Not a new age, or philosophical idea, but rather, anger, joy, anticipation, fear... grasp that tightly in the palm of your mind, and then completely release it. This moment is exactly as it should be, no need to fix or change it. You just need to show up and get out of your own way. Inner peace, happiness, serenity, gratitude...whatever resonates with you; it can not be read in a book and I can not teach it to you. But rolling out your mat, closing your eyes, and waking up... thats when the mystery and miracles start happening. 
 
 
Yoga teacher training at Kripalu